“I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates, or love at first sight. But I was beginning to believe that a very few times in your life, if you were lucky, you might meet someone who was exactly right for you. Not because he was perfect, or because you were, but because your combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two separate beings to hinge together.”—Lisa Kleypas (via thoughtsdetained)
I don't understand why things can't just be simple...
If you only wanted to sleep with me, why could you not just have said that? Then I wouldn’t have gotten stupendously drunk, I might have remembered it and we could still flirt and have a laugh. Why tell me that you like me, that you’ve liked me for ages and then completely avoid the situation?
I just don’t get it! Je ne comprende pas…
I’m a big girl, I can handle someone only wanting a one night thing. I am fully aware that getting drunk and sleeping with you wasn’t a responsible thing to do, but at least I’m standing up and facing it. I wanted one conversation with you, that’s it, just to clear the air. I can’t tell whether you’re just a coward or a complete arse who spun me a line to get into my pants, but either way you’ve absolutely spoilt something that used to brighten my day.
God damn it. Why can’t people just say what they mean?
“The most important things are the hardest to say. They are the things you get ashamed of, because words make them smaller. When they were in your head they were limitless, but when they come out they seem to be no bigger than normal things.”—Stephen King, The Body (via ahmoses)
“The older I get, the more I realize how difficult of a person I am to love, let alone tolerate. My mind seems to operate off of a dozen different tangents – all of which seem to have found homes on different planets. My heart is restless, but my potential is inconsistent. My mind is determined, but my confidence is volatile. As soon as I believe that I am ready to love, my heartbeat changes its pattern. As soon as I am ready to take the risk, my mind tells me to “wait a little longer”. I, of all people, yearn to believe that I possess the kind of love that is nothing short of one in a billion. In literal terms, that would be the kind of love you’d only find amongst a handful of people on this earth. I want nothing short of the possession of this kind of love tucked inside my heart. And I want nothing more than to place it in the power of your hands.”—Connotativewords | jl | The Battle (via connotativewords)
Do I go to uni and start all over again in September, or do I forget it altogether and work full time and save up some money so I can actually go and do the things I want to do with my life as a whole!
I tend to think seeing the things I want to see would affect my life far more than spending 4 year in university, when I won’t be guaranteed a better job at the end.